welcome to life !

right now i'm sat feeling miserable, inadiquate and very much unhappy. all i want to do is get out of this place. stuck with all 9 of these people who are right now behaving in a totally wierd manner towards me. whatt am i supposed to do;; its one against nine. this isn't fair. and the thing i fail to understand is why this is happening. why now. i never wronged them;; maybe the short stumpyy one but that was never my fault. now it feels like i'm being punished for something soo minor. a kiss. a stupid little kiss. but i guess what they say it right. jelousy is indeed the ugliest trait. i have no time for this so im manning up and holding my head high. i will enjoy my uni experience and bring my own company home if that is what they want. cause right now i have never been so lonely and the worst of all this. i have no cell reception. just hope everything ends up working out because i can't take this;; its tearing me apart and somehow i feel depressed :/